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Current Music:Goo Goo Dolls - Here is gone
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Time:02:07 pm
Current Mood:happyhappy
Love and work... work and love, that's all there is.
                ~Sigmund Freud

Thank god that's not so true at the moment.

And Wufei, stop saying sorry or I'm going to get so unbelievably mad with you.

..."The journalist" likes Wufei. Her name, by the way guys, is Caitlin, stop calling her "the journalist".

Anyway, as I was saying, Caitlin likes Wufei, thinks he's a nice guy. She wanted to scold him for getting hurt on a mission and "putting me through" the last few weeks, but as I said, he couldn't help it, after all.

-Relena xxx
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Time:05:37 pm
Current Mood:worriedworried
*sigh* Why did I let that happen?

How much of an idiot can I be, for God's sake?

-Relena
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Time:12:04 am
Current Mood:uncomfortableuncomfortable
How odd it must seem to him, looking at us all, us all expecting him to know us somehow, and then being somewhat dismayed when he doesn't.

He's seeing us all... as if for the first time. I wonder what he thinks of us all - of me.

There's nothing I can do to stop myself expecting him to do something, anything that the Wufei I love would do, and being disappointed when he does not.

-Relena xxx
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Time:08:28 pm
Current Mood:draineddrained
Sally called me to tell me that Wufei was in an accident. Thanks to Duo, I got to the hospital to see him pretty quickly.

He doesn't remember any of us, anything from after the time he lived on L5.

I don't know how I can deal with this, but I will. He's living with me, while his memories return.

Thank you, Duo, for helping me.

-Relena xxxx
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Current Music:Puddle of Mudd - Spin you around
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Time:10:59 pm
Current Mood:calmcalm
Training is good at the moment. I've found a few friends - not close friends, but good enough to talk to. I like being taught by Heero, Trowa and Quatre. They're confident and they know what they're doing.

And they don't get too cross when we're all hopeless.

Now I've got more time to myself, since I got used to the training, my home seems awfully empty.

-Relena xxx
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Current Music:Robbie Williams - Come undone
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Time:08:32 pm
Current Mood:soresore
I'm as tired as they said I would be.

I got home the first night, and just collapsed. I eventually made it to the kitchen for coffee, got a shower and then went to bed early. I didn't have any time to miss Wufei, because I was asleep almost straight away.

The first week has been a struggle, but I'm confident. It's not so hard that I fall behind, and while it's challenging, I have always liked a challenge.

I'll be getting a lot of rest this weekend.

-Relena xxx
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Current Music:Eva Cassidy - Imagine
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Time:05:13 pm
Current Mood:nervousnervous
Belated Christmas and New Year good wishes to you all!

Christmas was nice, of course. It has been said to death, but there's not much to beat spending Christmas with someone you love. Everyone seems happy, which is great.

Training starts on Tuesday. If you want the truth, I'm a little nervous. It's not like I've ever done anything of the kind before. I wish I could be a full Preventer instead of an undercover one, but it's not possible because of who I am. But, anyway, I'm resolved to do well in training and do some good for Preventers. I won't be spending any time at the bottom of the class, I hope!

Wufei is leaving on his mission tomorrow - just in time to miss my first day of training. I say he's lucky.

-Relena xxx
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Current Music:Sinead O'Connor - When you love
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Time:06:09 pm
Current Mood:sadmissing him already in anticipation
He's leaving again on a mission, just before my training starts.

But it's okay, maybe it's best he's not there when I get all cranky and bad tempered. Need to keep him thinking I'm all sweetness and light, after all.

He says he can contact me more frequently this time. I hope so, though maybe it'll make me miss him worse.

I'll go back to hating roses_andpoison in silence now.

-Relena xxx
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Current Music:Blink 182 - I miss you
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Time:04:40 pm
Current Mood:calmcalm
Poor Heero and Quatre, their wedding seems to be getting further and further put off. I think they should get married soon; it was a pity that Une and I couldn't make it because of the stupid trial of the L2 terrorists. At least that is closed now, and Wufei and Heero let off thanks to our testimony to their good characters.

Peace, alas, cannot last long.

I have a press conference in Boston on Wednesday, but I should be back on Thursday anyway. And I'm certainly here next weekend.

-Relena xxx
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Current Music:The radio
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Time:02:43 pm
Current Mood:amusedamused
I'm very glad to be home from L2, it really was horrible to have to wait and see what happened. And no matter what he thinks, it was very scary to see Wufei standing in front of me with a sniper rifle pointed at him. It's a good thing that both Wufei and Heero are very good shots, or the worst could have happened.

There was a very inquisitive reporter who has probably made his fortune by now. He got pictures of me and Wufei hugging and kissing, and holding hands. That's what is in the magazine I got this morning. Wufei hasn't said what he thinks, but I just find it funny. The reporter seemed to realise that lying would be a bad thing and he simply wrote an overly flowery version of events, including how Heero "ran with super human speed" to save me and how Wufei "gallantly and steadfastly" stood in front of me. And more such reporter-speak.

Now we have a gang of them waiting outside. I simply drew all the curtains. I'll give them until tomorrow, and then ask Une to make sure they leave.

Ah, the perks of being a future Preventer.

-Relena xxxxxx
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